Hello

When it comes to love, do you:

protect your heart (51%)
take the chance (49%)

I came across this poll in deviantart (approx. 1400 voters, if you're curious). There should be a moral there but I can't seem to find one ><

It's been a while since I last updated with something directly related to my life. It's all been Chococat and Totoro and silhouette boy [who didn't need a name that was just going to disappear with him, anyway.]

What have I been doing recently anyway?
I did five and a half hours of maths yesterday, that's something.
I tried to kill the aphids on my sunflower... it's dying ): and using lemon juice and stuff doesn't seem to be working.
I repotted Afro and Silvester (yes, I name my plants, I'm that normal) .. Afro is bridal veil and Silvester is that silver-striped green and purple leafed plant, same species that *someone* put in the watering can xD because they're both from cuttings, they're growing really fast

ok and I thought I was going to do more life post, but this quiz is actually really original so I'm going to do it:

THREE WAYS I AM STILL A KID:
1. The Weekenders is one of my favourite TV shows.
2. The bookshelves in my room contain soft toys and not books.
3. I find it amusing when people fall for "spell pig backwards and add 'like a waterfall'"

THREE WAYS I AM ALREADY OLD:
1. People think of me as 'mature'
2. I play bowls
3. I have wrinkles all over my palms, so my fingerprints are always flawed =P

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO:
1. Succeed in everything I do
2. Travel
3. Be perpetually happy

THREE WAYS THAT I'M A STEREOTYPICAL "BOY"
1. I like the colour blue more than the colour pink
2. I get called insensitive a lot (sorry, I'm just struggling to think of anything here)
3. Most of my trackpants are Y-fronts (hand-me-downs from my brother xD)

THREE WAYS THAT I'M A STEREOTYPICAL "GIRL"
1. I know nothing about cars
2. I will avoid getting muddy if I can help it
3. I like learning new ways to do my hair

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS
1. Driving (if anyone will let me lol)
2. Join something spontaneously
3. Surviving the first half of next year

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My memories
2. I forgive fairly easily
3. I can eat moderately hot curry

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I'm unco
2. I'm shy to the point of silent with some strangers
3. and I daydream/flashback too much.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Malaysian chinese
2. Singapore
3. Taiwan

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Losing family/friends
2. scary movies
3. pure darkness

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. My glasses
2. food/water
3. waking up at some point in the day

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Cry on cue
2. Whistle
3. Build card towers

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. I
2. don't
3. know

EIGHT ways to win my heart
1. Talk to me
2. Listen to me
3. Accept me for who I am
4. Be nice to my friends/family
5. Teach me things
6. Make me laugh
7. what
8. else?

ELEVEN people who mean a lot to you (In no order):
1. My brother
2. My mum
3. My dad
4. Weezor
5. YJ
6. Lainey
7. Bernz
8. Stebbles
9. Sunny
10. Ji
11. I'M OUT OF ROOM :C

FIVE things that cross your mind a lot
1. What am I going to do when I grow up? and other future-y things
2. memories
3. asdf*&^ I have to ____
4. shut up and concentrate (conscience talking)
5. What time is it?

FOUR things you do before you fall asleep:
1. check windows are closed
2. set alarm
3. say goodnight to other people
4. close eyes

THREE songs that mean something to you:
1. Stand Up - The Feelers (because of 62008)
2. Friends Forever - Vitamin C
3. Yi Sheng Jue Wang - Hon Jun Yang (I Not Stupid 2 theme song)

TWO confessions:
1. I like the curve of peoples' cheeks that you can see when you sit behind them and they're smiling, no matter who the person is.
2. I never get over how nice it is that glasses and contacts give the world clarity. Thank you physics of refraction xP

ONE thing you're thinking about right now:
1. In typical Sunday night style, I have my weekend's worth of homework to do.

Do you have a busy weekend coming up?:
Next Saturday's gonna be pretty busy, but not Sunday.

Does it make you mad when people stare?
Depends why they're staring lol but usually no

How did you get your last bruise?:
Playing soccer indoors - i think the junior gym hates me haha

What are you doing Thursday?:
School and piano

Who is your last text message from?:
My dad

Do you feel awkward when strangers say hi to you?
Not really. Unless they're creepy.

What do you find most beautiful?
wow. deep question to finish off eh.
i don't know.. I'm figuring things out as I go.

This took much longer than expected. Much much longer.
Maaan this ended up being a monster post.

Cease to exist

Death will take your breath away.

FEMALE SURVEY

DON'T CHICKEN OUT, GIRLS!

Does your Facebook password have to do with a boy?
No

What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?
Talk to me. not joking lol I'll never get to know them if they don't

Are you a girly girl?
Not really

Do you enjoy drama?
Not in real life.. or at least, not when I'm involved haha

Did you dress up on Halloween?
Never celebrated Halloween, except for giving candy to the few kids who could be bothered walking down our driveway. Actually I think those kids got scared away by the neighbour's awesome Rottweiler. So only the neighbour's kid got candy. Ok anyway, no.

How many guys will read this just because it says "FEMALE SURVEY"?
None lol

Can you put on mascara without opening your mouth?
Yup

Have you ever been called a bad influence?
No lol but same as Bernie, bad influences influence me xD

Do you think you're pretty, honestly?
Most of the time, no

Eyeliner or mascara?
don't care

American Eagle or Hollister?
what?

Heels or flats?
Flats, can't walk in heels xD

Skirts or jeans?
depends on situation. but probably jeans.

Straight or curly hair?
straight? its what i naturally have anyway

Hoops or dangling earrings?
ears not pierced

Have you ever had your heart broken?
ehh not really

Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
dark? iono

Do you like your life?
usually

Ever walked into the guy's bathroom?
yeah

Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on
survival swimming lol

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
no, i don't get how that works

Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
yes

Do you ever wish you were famous?
no

Contacts or Glasses?
depends.. contacts are kind of fiddly, but look better, for me haha

Good cook or take you out a lot?
Good cook

Funny or Serious?
Funny, but serious when they have to be

Cute or Hot?
Cute.

Long or short hair?
Short-ish

Smoker or non-smoker?
non-smoker definitely

Tall or short?
normal?

When is the last time you were in a photo booth taking pictures with friend?
uhmmm last summer i think it was, with winnie laina and yuj'.

Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided seeing them?
Yes

On average what do you think you cry about the most?
just general what's-the-point-of-life depressedness

Who was the last guy you talked to?
Brother

Do you think best friends can be replaced?
I don't think you can replace friends at all. Especially best friends. Everyone's different. You can get new friends but they won't be the same

Does the last person you held hands with mean a lot?
I can't remember who that was... it's been a while

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
Hopefully

Which of your friends is the easiest to talk to?
Lots of people.. I talk to everyone about different things.

What friend do you tell the most?
See above

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Brother

Where's the weirdest place you changed your clothes at?
in the car? that's all that comes to mind atm

Are you going anywhere this summer?
no

Are you waiting for anyone's call right now?
no

Are you shy?
yes, until I get to know the person well

Are you talkative?
only around my family, i think

Do you secretly like someone?
no

Are you good at hiding your feelings.
Yeah I do it all the time

How is life going for you at this moment?
Alright

Do you trust people easily?
No
trust for me is hard to gain and hard to lose

Do you give out second chances easily?
yes

Do you smile a lot?
yeah

One thing you're looking forward to?
The end of exams/summer holidays

How do you feel about change?
have to move with it, no matter how hard it is

Last time you got a text message and smiled?
never
'k ill be there in 10 minutes' isn't really smile material lol

Are you happy?
I'm sort of.. content?

Do you prefer to be around people, or by yourself?
I need both.

First person to text today?
no one